1. LORDFARQUADZILLA feat. Jonathan Young
Walk through just to see it now
Shut down to repeat it again
I think I think too much
Don't feel like it’s enough
The mind can hurt to touch
Does it make a difference?
I just keep wondering who I am
I close my eyes, I feel so tired
But it makes no difference
Can I be alive, let go and smile?
Not feel indifference?
I think I did too much
All blur the same enough
Need something new for us
To keep from feeling stuck
I stripped away the moment
Look into my eyes
To see why I'm alive
I miss you
Need a touch of chaos on my lips
Need to be in it from time to time
I'm either scared or bored
The worst is when it’s both
Why can't I find my head?
Oh, yeah!
2. ACOWBOYSHEAVYLOAD feat. Kaiyko
Live up ahead, where it all dies
No one is there for you
You can't hold on, look at my eyes
You see them start to fall
Do I just stare? Watch my body die?
Life feels nothing but pain sometimes
Just not knowing wears my skin down
I'm afraid of everything, of everything
How can I feel free
When I feel the sadness?
How can I feel free
When I feel the sadness?
Circling around my head
What are you after?
Are you gonna be okay with the obvious?
I need something to recall myself
It's all set and done
Tell me if it's all you wanted
I'm keeping my head down 'cause
I feel it every day
It's not a dream that's taking over
Yeah, I know I'm wide awake
How can I feel free?
Let it go, need to let it go
Just keep me in the moment
Let it go, need to let it go
I know I'll be okay
How can I feel free?
Need to move through the sadness
How can I feel free?
Need to move through the sadness
3. JACKEDANDSTACKEDMASSMONSTER
I see the marks, can't remember when they broke
Stuck in my skin, it never feels like enough
No, I feel nothing
And it keeps wearing me down
Stealing my soul again
Hands feel like drones again
I see it wear itself on the cracks in my eyes
See it attach itself onto me
'Cause it keeps wearing me thin
This sadness pours through my skin
Will it ever end?
Will it ever end?
I looked and tried, my heart won't slow
The moment speaks, distractions stay
I can't find solace in a glass
Can't find rest from the light
Feel thе pressure through my ribs
It just loves to kill mе
Woo!
Everybody wanna be a bodybuilder
But nobody wanna lift this heavy ass weight
I'll do it, though
Lightweight, baby!
I see it wear itself on the cracks in my eyes
See it attach itself onto me
'Cause it keeps wearing me thin
This sadness pours through my skin
Will it ever end?
Will it ever end?
Will it ever end?
Will it ever end?
Ah!
(Will it ever end?)
(Will it ever end?)
It's always with me
I feel like I can't escape
It's always with me
I feel like I can't escape
4. Lvl99ROIDMAGE feat. Seneca Pettee
Holes made by the sun
Marks on the outside by a knife
I'm asking myself
Why I can never feel the rest?
Isn't it obvious?
It's not surreal
I'm sure it's in all of us
Broken but healed
Can't remember who I was
Recall my younger skin
Reflection doesn't show everything within
We're wide-eyed, a constant to keep me in your skin
And could I remember to clear up where I've been?
I'm wondering
Don't be so afraid
When I know you're why I was made
You can stay focused on my hand
Maybe one more step ahead
I need to be next to you my love
You're making me feel whole again, eh
We're wide-eyed, a constant to keep me in your skin
And could I remember to clear up where I've been?
I'm wondering
I'm so glad I have you with me
Keep your hand in mine
I know we'll be alright
I know we'll be alright
Would you like to see the relevant data?
Tartarus, the Prophets have betrayed us
No, Arbiter! The Great Journey has begun!
We're wide-eyed, a constant to keep me in your skin
And could I remember to clear up where I've been?
I'm wondering
We're wide-eyed, a constant to keep me in your skin
(Lying alone sinking deep into myself)
(My memories pull me back from drowning)
And could I remember to clear up where I've been?
(Lying awake thinking of ways to heal myself)
(Fading in and out of dreaming)
I'm wondering
5. LARGETHROBBINGPOSITIVEMINDSET feat. Trella
Will I ever be known? Ever be seen?
Will I ever be understood?
From highs and lows
The pain inside, know my sadness
Have you felt it?
Do you understand?
Can you see it
Though the cracks in my hand?
Look through my lenses
Just to try and see
But I know you won't, I know you won’t
Maybe, no matter what, wonder if I'm good enough
I'm still on the razor’s edge, was always stuck in my head
'Cause I'm starting to think it's a waste of time
To always be stuck underneath my mind, oh-oh
Do you see it?
Behind my smile
There's a sadness
And I don't know why
I can't put the words to 'feeling’
But I know it’s always there
So I stay inside my head
And I wonder if they care (Woo!)
Maybe, no matter what, wonder if I'm good enough
I’m still on the razor's edge, was always stuck in my head
'Cause I'm starting to think it’s a waste of time
To always be stuck underneath my mind, oh-oh
Stop my head
From wearing itself out
Making fears from the wind
Afraid of nothing
Have you felt it?
Do you understand?
Can you see it
Through the cracks in my hand?
Look through my lenses
Just to try and see
Just to try and see
But I know you won't, I know you won't
Maybe, no matter what, wonder if I'm good enough
I'm still on the razor's edge, was always stuck in my head
'Cause I'm starting to think it's a waste of time
To always be stuck underneath my mind
Maybe, no matter what, wonder if I'm good enough
I'm still on the razor's edge, was always stuck in my head
'Cause I'm starting to think it's a waste of time
To always be stuck underneath my mind, oh-oh
6. KEEPINITBEEFY feat. OBLVYN
Staring at a flicker
Hope my head is numb
Hold my hand in the dark
Just to forget I exist sometimes
Sometimes
Could I not hear my footsteps?
Take the claws from the dark
I, I wanna let go for a second
And I wanna know what it's like to not be afraid
I can get creative
Thinking of all the ways I can break
I look through the glass
It does nothing
But makes me more afraid
I wanna be free from myself sometimes
And let go
I, I wanna let go for a second
And I wanna know what it's like to not be afraid
Could I not hear my footsteps?
Take the claws from thе dark
I wanna be free from myself sometimеs
Let go
I, I wanna let go for a second
And I wanna know what it's like to not be afraid
I, I wanna let go for a second
And I wanna know what it's like to not be afraid
7. Relaxingboxfansleepambientsounds no.3
This cut mimics itself
On my skin and yours
Just our hearts, the same thread
Tied forever to yours
No place is home without your footsteps
I see the gray sky try to steal your soul
And I take you back and warm up your frozen
Bones
Wish you'd know that you're golden like your soul
Give me peace when I'm broken
Eyes calm my hurricanes
Touch is heaven when it rains
Never thought I could love you like I do
When we intertwined our souls
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
When we intertwined our souls
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
You will never heal my hands
Or feel every morning kiss
Every whisper of love underneath my breath
And yet you're always there
No place is enough without you
I see the gray sky try to steal your soul
And I take you back and warm up your frozen
Bones
Wish you'd know that you're golden like your soul
Give me peace when I'm broken
Eyes calm my hurricanes
Touch is heaven when it rains
Never thought I could love you like I do
When we intertwined our souls
You are the other half of me
No longer feel like nothing in my
Bones
Wish you'd know that you're golden like your soul
Give me peace when I'm broken
Eyes calm my hurricanes
Touch is heaven when it rains
Never thought I could love you like I do
When we intertwined our souls
When we intertwined our souls
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